Halloween was bittersweet. It was our first Halloween without Steve. He loved it so much, he went trick or treating with the grandkids in his walker and a green wig last year, just 2 months before he died. I went with the grandkids this year and it was a challenge to stay in the present moment and enjoy the holiday. I got depressed. I snapped out of it toward the end of the evening. Steve would have loved it.