Happy, Angry, Sad, Sleepy

Dumpster almost full!

Dumpster almost full!

Shed looks great!

Shed looks great!

We can see the floor again in the cold room!

We can see the floor again in the cold room!

 

This grief process is confounding. I was so mad at Steve this week as I de-cluttered. My grandson and I worked hard in the heat to get things out of the garage, cold room and shed. I spilled a bunch of oil in the garage (I’m using cat litter to get it cleaned up). Our air conditioning went out (Did I mention it was HOT?). And now I have to organize everything that’s left.  I managed to blame everything on Steve. Then, very unexpectedly yesterday, coming out of nowhere, I got sad and missed Steve a lot. Really got down. Am I going crazy? I guess I could blame that on him, too. I am better emotionally today but my post-brain surgery fatigue is singing its song. So I am in an emotional rainbow lately: Happy, Angry, Sad, Sleepy. Sounds like the 7 Dwarves. And it’s the weekend, so I often get a little Apprehensive if I don’t have something fun planned. I am going to a Transcendental Meditation group meeting this evening. Fun? Perhaps.

 

2 thoughts on “Happy, Angry, Sad, Sleepy

  1. What a roller coaster! Sounds normal to me, though, for what you are going through. Cleaning out stuff and emotions really go together under the circumstances. Sending soothing energy!

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