I just read on familypoems.com the following: “expectation postponed is making the heart sick”. I have been waiting since last Wednesday to hear the results of my CT Scan to see if surgery can be arranged to eliminate the pulsing vision of my left eye. If that can be done, then my double vision will probably be eliminated soon thereafter and I will be able to get back to living how I used to live. This morning I was deciding what to do today and the most attractive choice was to go back to bed. It was hard to motivate myself because I hadn’t heard back about the surgery. Well, the phone rang and it was my neurosurgeon’s office and I now have an appointment to confer with him next Tuesday. Hooray! I still don’t know what the CT results were, but at least I now have something to look forward to. Now that I know that, I no longer want to go back to bed. I am just enjoying the thoughts and feelings about the possibilities of moving forward. Yahoo!